On Having-ness

​I'm expanding my having-ness.

After years of diligently striving, but not actually knowing who I am and what I (!!!) want...

I'm melting open, receiving, filling up, being met, more and more and more each day.

I've spent years driving my energy towards achieving goals, focused on making money, mostly from a place stemming from fear, lack, trauma, and a deep insecurity about life itself.

There's nothing wrong with goals, but when the force that inspires the work you do comes from a place sourced in wounding and that doesn't integrate enjoyment and ...having-ness, it's simply a dry path that leads to a lot of emotional and bodily closure, fatigue, depression, overwhelm, and simple burn-out.

Are you as tired of that life as I was??

As I expand my having-ness, my creativity is sourced with infinite inspiration and natural, organic movement forward that is turned ON (not off).

I've served others - beautifully, with witchy wizardry, impeccable seeing and guiding, exquisitely following and meeting their needs. I'm an awesome personal development coach and have also been an award-winning acupuncturist, herbalist, and natural medicine practitioner. I've helped many, many people on their healing and transformational journeys.

AND, the value I gave was often coupled with paying the high price of setting aside my own value.

As I expand my having-ness, I see my value.

As I expand my having-ness, I know what I cherish and enjoy most: love, intimacy and connection.

As I expand my having-ness, those and any other desires I have are the fuel that feed my heart, body and soul, and reveal to me my full WHOLENESS.

These desires also meet my need to trust life with complete surrender.

When I am in love with all that is and embrace all that stirs inside me with aliveness, I know I am taken care of on the most fundamental levels, as well as the most subtle, and also, the most delicious.

Having-ness requires us to experience all of life, to open into the sensation and turn-on that accompanies all experience.

Feeling and becoming intimate with your desire is all about what is truly alive in you, your deepest and truest yearning. This is the voice of longing that describes to you, with utmost clarity, succinctness and direction, what you want to lead you towards fulfillment and having-ness.

As I expand my having-ness, I am in frequent internal dialogue with myself, asking, "What do I want and desire? What do I need?"

Desire is often misconstrued and commonly associated with and only with s3x.

It's about life.

Trust it.

Given we are all growing out of the collective patriarchal paradigm, this goes against our conditioning to serve others first, to attune to everyone else's needs first, to provide for things we don't even want to give, to accommodate.

Even if you've done tons of work to transcend these patterns, they are still there, and require time and repetitive new patterning to imprint our worthiness and expand our having-ness.

Do you want to join me in your having-ness?

Do you want to know what your life would feel like if you learned to attune to your own desire and follow it, without question, as if your very life depended on it?

{It actually does.}

I'm creating a program for a few (6 max) select women who want to commit to deeply exploring their desire so they can deeply drink from their enjoyment of life.

If you're curious, shoot me an email and I'll share more about it with you very soon.